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OH MY FUCKING GOD!

How do you express shock with words? The shock that precedes what we call extreme disappointment. It’s that sinking feeling which seems to sink forever. The last straw, the final nail in the coffin.

That’s it, I give up trying. It would’ve been nice if the adverse effect of trying is just not getting anything back. No, the adverse effect of trying is getting pushed backwards twofold by the effort you put in. This happened on EVERYTHING!

Fuck this, fuck it all.