Serenity for me exist in the moment after extreme sadness. When you are numb from which ever tragedy that overwhelmed your emotions. In times like this, I’d always remember the three Hebrew words: “_Gam zeh ya’avor_” This too shall pass.
Moments like this changes my words. It also acts as a buffer protecting the reality outside from the turmoils within. It is because I am extremely vulnerable that I am able to write with emotions. I wish I can feel like this all the time, to be able react so extremely to any emotion. But I am afraid to face the pain when it comes to hurting.
So another moment, another day. Reciting these words like the litany against fear. A price you pay for going after what you want. The alternative is a life not worth remembering and this too shall pass.