Prelude to change

I can feel the tingling sensation of change in my body. A sort of pent up frustration of how things stand currently in my life. Things I want to accomplish, skills that I want to improve on and new unknowns to explore.

I get frustrated at my need to relax after spending 3 hours on a personal project after work. There just isn’t enough time per day to do things without sacrificing quality sleep. Sleep that is essential for absolute concentration. I want to achieve these goals, I know I can achieve them and I have the ability to pick myself backup even after defeat. The only road block ahead is time. Either increase that, or reduce yet again the amount of projects I work on in parallel.

I know that this frustration is the first step towards change. My subconscious has already formulated several solutions, my conscious just isn’t ready to weigh in the pros and cons yet. After that, it’s simply a decision followed by action.

This waiting is suffocating me.