Dearth of envy

Everyone defines success in their own way and just the same, everyone has their own reasons to be tied down to a place. The thing that intrigued me the most out of all these questioning is a lack of emotion right after I came out of such discussions. There’s only this cold, calculating mind trying to learn from what they’ve said. This detachment took a few days to sink in before I realize the implication of such a detachment.

Have I finally subdued my competitiveness? Am I finally free from the lures of chasing other’s dream just to show I can beat them? Am I finally walking on my own path? Yes, yes and YES!. No more jealousy, no more envy and no more sinking heart feeling. Just a constant tugging towards a direction. Unwavering. No matter how many times I fall on the path, I see now that I’ve been following myself unconsciously wavering here and there. But it has always lead me towards the North of my world.

I am finally an adult.