Freak

They looked at me with disbelief, the open jaw bewilderment you often see on people's face when they just saw a freak jerking off in public, a toungue long enough to touch the nose or a woman undressing in front of you like the most normal thing in life.

I only paused for a moment while applying my makeup to reminiscent the scene from Secretary, where the Dominant walked to his office through a lineup of bystanders looking at him with a combination of disgust and amazement.

“Yes to them, I am a freak” I said to myself as I surveyed the group of christian parents surrounding my dance partner's table.

I tried to watch her parent's reaction to this and they choose ignorance in order to cope with it. Not seeing is like it never happened. Just like the feeling I get when i see two guys locking lips in a french kiss at a public bus terminal.