The aftermath

After the dusts are settled. I am left alone with the feelings of guilt and self doubt. I feel as if I've betrayed everyone here.

They took me in and accepted me… now I am leaving them. Will I ever find the same acceptance in Montreal? God I feel like a brat, staying only for 1 year and leaving. I feel selfish and unstable and that I'd hurt everyone that I'am close to.

I thought I was strong enough… but I am not…
Can someone give me therapy?

No, I will not care about what others think.