Real life is…

How fast you can recovery from dissapointments and one's ability to become “battle ready” from great stress. So often, I feel the strength of righteousness flow in my veins and wanted things to happen exactly as i wanted. But who am I to demand that? As a memeber in the lower echelon of society, I do not have the power and money to threaten people to do what I want nor can I spare anything that is of any value to anyone to fufill their desperate needs.

All I can do is make them see my point and put them in my shoes. All the while understanding the simplest principle. Who am I to demand that priviledge.

Sometimes I expect people to do what I am able to do, but I have to remember that what I am capable of is my specialty and not demand so much of others. It is what makes me valuable, but I keep wondering what domain I can apply it to. It is only after hearing all the stories and seeing how slowly people learn that I understood it's something that I am stronger at than others. I can adapt to a new position/environment faster than anyone can, at about 1/3 of the usual time needed.

Work asked me to stay at overnight shift for 2 more weeks as the new comers are taking 3 weeks of training now instead of the 3 day training I got. Still I agree with them. It was too stressful.