Cigarette

I stepped past my quarter life mark now. Smoked my first cigarette and finally quenlched the craving to smoke it. Nicotine stink and I will never smoke it again. At least that is crossed out in my things to do list a bit late but I have to make sure I am strong enough to fight the addiction if ever I need to fight it.

I was only sure that I can take it on after I cured myself from MMORPG without any help. I've kept this a secret from everyone for the past 5 months. Only my roomate knew of the level of addiction I was in. Man I feel one with those nerd you see on newspapers who you'd consider losers.

HOw? I think summer saved me. I can't stop loving the feeling of moving my body. Running everywhere and feeling how powerful and fit I am. I run using the ball of my foot contrary to using heel like everyone does. That makes all my leg muscles flexed and trains my toe at the same time… I feel… WOW LIke there's energy sipping out of me that I have to use up.