Healing

Music heals my soul. I understand why I had this momentary longing for my other half, to fill that hole in my soul. It was because of a lack of women whom I'd chase after.

In the past, there'd always be this women I want to impress. The one I stare at in class when I am bored. One whom I work on patiently until they started looking at me with admiration.

Yes, indeed, it is the lack of being admired by women whom I rate wonderful. Here, even if I am admired, I don't give a damn. Maybe I need to lower my bar even more.