Self exploration purpose

An exercise I did to explore myself. Basically closing my eyes and waiting until I am in a meditative state. Then write down all the answers to the question “What is my purpose in life?” without editing and thinking too much about politically correctness.

What is my purpose in life?
To find the one
to be an engineer
to earn money
to marry
to help others
to fuck
to make children
to breed
to eat
to adventure
to get rid of people I don’t like
to live a life of my own liking
to explore
to take photographs
to capture a moment
to sword fight
to dance
to perform
to play games
to make games
to write code
to program code
to compete
to be an archaeologits
to explore ancient ruins
to explore the amazon
to travel
to see
to experience
to talk
to exercise
to improve
to play stocks
to create something wonderful
to make a gadget
to clean
to kill
to consume
to understand
to be famous
to command
to lead