I understand

Performing a task that's familliar to oneself can be the most soothing experience ever. Things like doing the laundry and cleaning the room. I feel like my own emotions being rearranged at the same time.

But facing the unknown, I can't help but feel a little bit of fear and hesistance. Yet that is what I face everyday at work. I was never sure that the things I was doing is right and would work and there's a time limit.

Speaking of the unknown. 6 people left alrady in the 21 person team with 3 more leaving within the next month. This all happened within the past 8 months. Yes. It's too stressful yes, we are being treated like shit (Just another tool) and yes we kept on going because of empty promises.